What Do You Want?

I was with my youngest's dad for about 4 years. We had our share of ups and downs. We had a pretty nasty break up. We have been apart for 12 years, the last 2 have been on good terms. We got together a few times during these last two years. He can't understand why I don't want to get together. He didn't satisify me during those encounters. When he gets his, he is done. That does absolutely nothing for me. He texted me to night asking would I be working in the morning. He wants to come by here in the morning to "bust a nut." This nigga has lost his everlasting mind. The only thing that he can do for me is be a father to his daughter. What really ticks me off is the fact that he does absolutely NOTHING for his daughter but wants to lay up in my ass. I will have to put him in his place once and for all.

For the Best

Well, things have certainly changed since the last post. I resigned from my position. I truly feel that was the best thing for me to do. I am home with my children and I am able to monitor things a lot closely. I am trying not to stress myself out about not having income but I am going to make it. Things will be alright. I have been submitting my resume daily since the day I left my job. I will remain positive and continue to pray. Not everybody knows that I have left my job and I am going to keep it that way.

There's Hope

I moved back home August 9, 2007. It was the best decision I made. Virginia wasn't the place for me. I knew coming home would have it's pros and cons. My relationship with my brother and dad hasn't improved but I won't dwell on it. Things with my mom is rather nice. We get along and can talk more. Lately, I have been thinking about just walking off my job. It has gotten to the point that I can't stand going up in the place. Before I get to the point that I don't give a damn at all, I need to walk away. I am going to make my resignation effective immediately first thing in the morning. I need to be home with my kids because they are getting at the point where they want to play games. My place is at home and that is where I am going to be. Things will fall into place.